Internal musings.

Currently playing: Keane - With or Without You.
Two posts in one day? Probably shouldn't get used to it.

I think about my friends a lot. Mainly I think about how to help them. Anything I can do to make them feel happier. One particular friend I have has a lot of drama in her life. Admittedly it's mostly self inflicted because she comes from a good family who all love her. She struggles with money, but no more than the rest of us poor impoverished students. She's doing ok at uni and she's a fun bubbly person to be with. No boyfriend at present, but that's because she's too scared to ask him out. She'd do anything for anyone and I love her to bits, I just wish she could see why. I often feel like shaking her and saying "You are awesome! Do not let anyone tell you otherwise! Let alone the little bitch sat at the back of your mind poking your wobbly bits and laughing at every stupid thing you've ever said." I know that spiteful cow is in her head because she's in mine too. She's in the head of everyone, no matter how much they insist otherwise. The only difference is that some of us have learned to ignore her in the face of our far superior good qualities. For example; my boyfriend and I had a big discussion (when we were drunk) about my insecurities. I do have insecurities, but I don't listen to the heinous bitch when she tries to point them out. I love myself. From my wide hips and chunky thighs right down to my oversized feet! I just wish I could help those I care about to love themselves too. Maybe if I just keep saying it she'll believe me one day.